How are you doing?
The answer is:
We're collecting bits and pieces of our lives back up from where we left them. Grief is a strange animal that lurks in deep dark shadows that attacks suddenly and sometimes without obvious provocation. That is the nature of the beast. We know that.
Any loss is difficult but repeating history within a span of a year is a shattering reality.
But, we have not given up.
Hope can still spring from this despair.
That's what we're breathing here.